星期日, 5月 19, 2013
Finally, the 3 weeks boot camp style has ended! Performance thou not perfect but completed.
This is really not an easy course as only about 80% passing. But glad at least I completed it. This the beginning as usual. Next goal I set myself to do bar code chord and it must happen within 1 year!
Interestingly what the coach shared is really true is that things have to be both way and follow thru via monitoring. Time for 42K, PHP, driving, travel, mountaineering, financial plan, cruising!
星期三, 5月 15, 2013
Left 3 more days for performance at Saturday 4pm! Need have a long way to 3 consecutive perfect play (3PP) KPI!
Able to pluck out the courage to invite my closest friends but think none can make it. "If can come" that was the reply. So I went on to ask my outdoor kakis but same all busy. Perherps it's my last minute notice. But hardly I see her chatting more. It really made me despondent for that period. But I tried to slap myself literally out of it. There is no way I can change another person. Be who you are. SKP was able to make it. That's a consolation.
Going Kbox to play as hardly home is a conducive place for such music thing. Think again basic necessity is provided but I guess I want more. I should not expect more and should look for the motivation from inside. As always. Period.
I will try again to ask her out once I settled this performance. Jiayou! G.U.T. Is the issue or matter good if that't the way, is it useful in anyway, and lastly, is it really true.
星期三, 5月 01, 2013
Well, not really expecting a lot of homework when I sign up. Thought it was just lessons and that's it! I guess there must really be fine prints. No free lunches! Remember.
I won't give up was too tough for me to sing to keep in time and tune. So decided to give up for now and challenge it again when I'm ready next time. The story of the author who refuse to give up speed when coming down a slope and crashed badly. Changed to Emil Chau, Peng You. Hope will pass this time. Plus need to work on the given homework.
For the Arduino project, need to se down the message via USB and patch up the c program to see if it works. Need to end it quickly so I can proceed with my main focus on PHP and guitar.
星期日, 4月 28, 2013
April rounding off...
April counting down 1-2 days. Lucky got Labour Day holiday coming Wed. Things are getting tougher! Too many to handle indeed. Re-picking back guitar in 3 weeks with breakthrough song performance! I must believe and do it!
Arduino + Android Quadricopter project need to just do it. Reverse procrastination! Lol! Need to setup the connection messages hopefully within couple of hours so I can get doing what I like more at least! Really any programming that deals with hardware really make it much much harder! For instance, I had to spend close to two hours just to re-setup the boards. As the arduino can't be powered via the targus usb hub!! In the end it must be self powered on its own.
PHP and Guitar!!!
42K at the end of May! Crap... barely trained... 100K in Sep? My left knee. In a dilemma then will I aggravate it without re-operating on it again?
S4...! Finally, my 3GS and Nexus S can change after 4 years. But the micro-sim indeed is a trouble. Not sure Sim Lim Square got sell micro-sim adapter. Perhaps I should go there before Ngee Ann City.
星期六, 4月 13, 2013
In order to experience the fullest life possible, one must take risks whenever they can. For me personally, I tend to struggle with it because I overthink and analyze everything to the point where I freak myself out. That leads me to realize how much I, and so many others, tend to complicate life way too much. Why wouldn't you go for the things you want even if it may seem scary or risky? At the very least, you'll be proud of yourself that you tried something new and you will learn something about yourself and about life. No matter what, these risks you take will result in something positive, so go for it; nobody's stopping you but yourself.
星期一, 4月 08, 2013
Going against the culture...
Indeed, the current society seems to be really poison by over consumerism and being too materialistic.
Interesting article shared too taking about how we are trained to things what the society has manipulated our thinking. From the weekly forty plus not counting overtime of working making us to spend on unnecessary things as we are too drained to do something extra or go the extra mile as they are cheap but time consuming...
Indeed, time is running out fast. I really need to decide and get going what I really want and passionate about.
星期五, 4月 05, 2013
Who will you save?
One big company was hiring new staff, one of the questions from the written exam was:
All by yourself, you are driving a car on a bad stormy night. You pass a bus station, where there are three people waiting for the bus; one old lady who is dying, one doctor who saved your life before, one gorgeous guy/lady who is someone you have been dreaming to be with.
Due to the limited room in the car, you can give lift to only one person. Which one you will choose? Please explain your reason.
Think about it before you read the following... What will be your answer ?
Every answer has its reason.
The lady who is about to die, you should save her first. However, she is dying anyway. Is it worth it?
May be you should take the doctor, because the doctor saved your life before, this is the perfect chance to pay him back. He may live to save more lives...
On the same token, you have already paid his fees....
The person you have dreamed about... You may never be able to find such an opportunity again. Stormy night spent all cuddled up....
Among the two hundred candidates, the one who was hired, simply stated,
"I would give the car key to the doctor, so that he can take the old lady to the hospital and I stay to wait for the bus with the lady of my dream!"
Everyone I know think the above answer is the best answer, but there is no one (including myself) who can think of this answer first.
Is that because we never want to give up anything? Not letting go anything?
Indeed, I was too obsessed in summiting.
Sometimes, what we have may not be a blessing as it shielded you away from other things.
Sometimes we really give up on things we may like for things we truly loved!
星期日, 3月 31, 2013
21K completed. Suffered from stitches and left knee aching like crazy.
The goal of 2:15 was really not easy to achieve without training. Endurance wasn't there at all when I left with the last 6km left to run. Seems never ending. Seriously, I was totally drained and barely able to run. Finish strong is always I have in mind. Nevertheless, still managed to come in the nick of 2:28.
Bought manuka honey! Expensive really! 49 bucks for a can! Hopes it cures my stomach discomfort. Didn't felt good for the run. Finally, March is over. Survived. I guessed I really missed those feelings back then at EBC and Rinjani. Perheps, it will never come back or we should create new ones? Well, life is unpredictable, and no point changing oneself to fit others. Let it flow naturally but still I will fight and ask! Actions speaks!
Need to complete the Yii tutorials in order to produce better product. Two weeks left need to press on to finish software at work!
Still have a lot of personal stuffs not do, hold yourself together! Focus. Focus. Focus!
星期五, 3月 29, 2013
Finally, public holiday has come. Friday yet can sleep till 1130am!
It's a miss that I have to leave the achieving peak performance session to count stock due to work year closing. Rules sometimes ain't helping but creating trouble.
I asked. But she busy. Indeed semester is coming to end, hope she will do well which I think she should be fine. The way she endured and walked.
SAB and 2XU jiayou!
星期六, 3月 23, 2013
Weekend going fast...
Desktop seems like dying again. Crap. Change HDD but problem still persists. Not sure what's wrong. Really feel like buying a new replacement with a 24" monitor for SOHO.
Going for 21K tomorrow but will go easy. Keep doing things to keep me busy so as not to think of her too much. Nice photo by her. Really felt bad when I went up on my own. But is really glad she managed take such amazing photo!
Finally, got down to read PHP syntax and Yii introduction on its MVC concepts. But the search feature is really a pain in the ass. Then again if it was easy everyone will be doing it. Really not sure whether computing is my passion. But the sense of fulfillment is there whenever I complete an automation with my coding! But really slow at learning. Not sure it the work due weekdays plus weekend programming via learning. As both work and personal are all learning! Tough! @oil!
星期五, 3月 22, 2013
星期四, 3月 21, 2013
Finally, dinner with parents at Soup Restaurant. Think they favour more the soups than chicken!
Well, next up car rental routine, passports and cruise to go!
Well, at least now I felt better. Coping with the missing. Time really heal someone, give time the time.
星期一, 3月 18, 2013
2500 Weekends left...
Very sobering! Not a lot of weekends left to splurge! @oil!
星期日, 3月 17, 2013
Finally, after debugging for 1-2 hours with the TV distraction. I finally realised the API used was version 1 not 2. So the key is supposed to be for version 1 too!
Well at least it is solved!
Barely able to chat with her. Felt a little sad. I guess still my one sided only again. In any case, moving forward she most likely will be busy with school work. Those running sessions not sure when will be back. Really miss those time spent together. When she gave me her time. It is not easy for someone to give you time when everyone seems frantically on the life. Sometimes, I do wonder what am I rushing for. Like someone quoted another 50 years is just a mere 2500 weekends only. We are just pre-paid card with a limited validity!
Feel like going Phuket with them but timing is just before holidays, not so good as will be using up my leaves. Just felt that I pleasured too much without working harder!
Need to really calm down my emotions which kept thinking her. I should be focus! Focus on the essential! My role is to be myself, the rest is up to others! I just have to be the best of myself!!!!
星期五, 3月 15, 2013
A week past...
Finally, one week after KK has passed. Felt really disturbed as kept thinking of her. Kind of like zero motivation for work. That's not good at all.
Managed to complete my trek laundry, settle up the connections with many peripherals, tried Google Map but not working. Really tough to work after a day long of work.
@oil life is just getting started and like in the book with Morrie, it's never too late!
星期三, 3月 13, 2013
Just recovered from a bad morning stomachache. Really thought it was so serious that i will land in hospital. Luckily, after a rest by overslept i felt better after taking a dump.
Potent combination: nasi lemak with curry + ice jelly drink + ice beancurd + hot milo + chocolate + prawn chips!
Dad also went to buy relieve meds for me. Perhaps his kind of care and love is really different but he still does.
2XU collection on Friday!
Going to see her this Saturday!